It's All In How You Look At Things

Lesson #15

I find my mainstream day job totally degrading. I find dancing in the peep show totally empowering. Sure, I have an off day here and there, but it's because I'm tired, or my back is bothering me, or I don't like the way I look, or something like that. It's never because I don't feel good about the work I'm doing, the service I'm providing, the person I am. And that seems strange to me, because I think most people would consider dancing naked while men masturbate "degrading to women." You hear that a lot. "Stripping is degrading to women." "Pornography is degrading to women." "Rap music is degrading to women." Well, what about working for minimum wage? I think that would be degrading, man or woman. And that's exactly why I took the peep show job, because when my day job hours got cut by more than 50% and I was faced with the inability to pay my rent and other bills, I thought to myself, "Well, I can go work at Target for pennies, or I can be a desk slave in an office somewhere with a shit schedule, or I can make better pay doing something I love." 'Cause the bottom line here is that I love to dance. It's a passion, probably the purest and oldest passion in my life. I've been dancing since I was six years old. The fact that I'm naked masturbatory fodder for men makes no difference to me. As Daddy says, you think men aren't fantasizing about me anyway? And for free? Of course they are! Might as well make it be on my terms, and get paid for it.